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“…THEY’VE BUILT THEIR OWN PRISON…”
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MY DINNER WITH ANDRE is a 1981 film starring Andre Gregory and Wallace Shawn, written by Gregory and Shawn, and directed by Louis Malle, depicting a conversation between Gregory and Shawn (not necessarily playing themselves) in a chic restaurant in New York City. Based mostly on conversation, the film’s dialogue covers such things as experimental theatre, the nature of theatre, and the nature of life, contrasting Shawn’s modest, down-to-earth humanism with Gregory’s extravagant spiritual experiences.
TEXT ANNOTATIONS FROM THE SEGMENT OF THE FILM ABOVE:
| “I mean, things don’t affect people the way they used to. | |
| I mean, it may very well be that 1 0 years from now… | |
| people will pay $1 0,000 in cash to be castrated… | |
| just in order to be affected by something. | |
| Well, why-why do you think that is? I mean, why is that? | |
| I mean, is it just because people are lazy today, or they’re bored? | |
| I mean, are we just like bored, spoiled children… | |
| who’ve just been lying in the bathtub all day… | |
| just playing with their plastic duck… | |
| and now they’re just thinking, ”Well, what can I do?” | |
| Okay. Yes. We’re bored. | |
| We’re all bored now. | |
| But has it every occurred to you, Wally, that the process… | |
| that creates this boredom that we see in the world now… | |
| may very well be a self-perpetuating, unconscious form of brainwashing… | |
| created by a world totalitarian government based on money… | |
| and that all of this is much more dangerous than one thinks… | |
| and it’s not just a question of individual survival, Wally… | |
| but that somebody who’s bored is asleep… | |
| and somebody who’s asleep will not say no? | |
| See, I keep meeting these people – I mean, uh,just a few days ago… | |
| I met this man whom I greatly admire. | |
| He’s a Swedish physicist. Gustav Bjornstrand. | |
| And he told me that he no longer watches television… | |
| he doesn’t read newspapers, and he doesn’t read magazines. | |
| He’s completely cut them out of his life… | |
| because he really does feel that we’re living in some kind of Orwellian nightmare now… | |
| and that everything that you hear now contributes to turning you into a robot. | |
| And when I was at Findhorn, I met this extraordinary English tree expert… | |
| who had devoted his life to saving trees. | |
| Just got back from Washington, lobbying to save the redwoods. | |
| He’s 84 years old, and he always travels with a backpack… | |
| ’cause he never knows where he’s gonna be tomorrow. | |
| And when I met him at Findhorn, he said to me, ”Where are you from?” | |
| I said, ”New York.” He said, ”Ah, New York. Yes, that’s a very interesting place. | |
| Do you know a lot of New Yorkers who keep talking about the fact that they want to leave, but never do?” | |
| And I said, ”Oh, yes.” And he said, ”Why do you think they don’t leave?” | |
| I gave him different banal theories. He said, ”Oh, I don’t think it’s that way at all.” | |
| He said, ”I think that New York is the new model for the new concentration camp… | |
| ”where the camp has been built by the inmates themselves… | |
| ”and the inmates are the guards, and they have this pride in this thing they’ve built. | |
| ”They’ve built their own prison. | |
| ”And so they exist in a state of schizophrenia… | |
| ”where they are both guards and prisoners. | |
| ”And as a result, they no longer have – having been lobotomized – | |
| ”the capacity to leave the prison they’ve made… | |
| or to even see it as a prison.” | |
| And then he went into his pocket, and he took out a seed for a tree… | |
| and he said, ”This is a pine tree.” | |
| He put it in my hand and he said, ”Escape before it’s too late.” | |
| See, actually, for two or three years now… | |
| Chiquita and I have had this very unpleasant feeling that we really should get out. | |
| We really feel like Jews in Germany in the late ’30s. | |
| Get out of here. | |
| Of course, the problem is where to go. | |
| ‘Cause it seems quite obvious that the whole world is going in the same direction. | |
| See, I think it’s quite possible that the 1 960s… | |
| represented the last burst of the human being before he was extinguished… | |
| and that this is the beginning of the rest of the future, now… | |
| and that from now on there’ll simply be all these robots walking around… | |
| feeling nothing, thinking nothing. | |
| And there’ll be nobody left almost to remind them… | |
| that there once was a species called a human being… | |
| with feelings and thoughts… | |
| and that history and memory are right now being erased… | |
| and soon nobody will really remember… | |
| that life existed on the planet. | |
| Now, of course, Bjornstrand feels that there’s really almost no hope… | |
| and that we’re probably going back to a very savage… | |
| lawless, terrifying period. | |
| Findhorn people see it a little differently. | |
| They’re feeling that there’ll be these pockets of light… | |
| springing up in different parts of the world… | |
| and that these will be, in a way, invisible planets on this planet… | |
| and that as we, or the world, grow colder… | |
| we can take invisible space journeys to these different planets… | |
| refuel for what it is we need to do on the planet itself… | |
| and come back. | |
| And it’s their feeling that there have to be centers now… | |
| where people can come and reconstruct a new future for the world. | |
| And when I was talking to, uh, Gustav Bjornstrand… | |
| he was saying that actually these centers are growing up everywhere now… | |
| and that what they’re trying to do, which is what Findhorn was trying to do… | |
| and, in a way, what I was trying to do – | |
| I mean, these things can’t be given names… | |
| but in a way, these are all attempts at creating a new kind of school… | |
| or a new kind of monastery. | |
| And Bjornstrand talks about the concept of”reserves” – | |
| islands of safety where history can be remembered… | |
| and the human being can continue to function… | |
| in order to maintain the species through a dark age. | |
| In other words, we’re talking about an underground… | |
| which did exist in a different way during the Dark Ages… | |
| among the mystical orders of the church. | |
| And the purpose of this underground… | |
| is to find out how to preserve the light, life, the culture… | |
| how to keep things living. | |
| You see, I keep thinking that what we need… | |
| is a new language – | |
| a language of the heart… | |
| a language, as in the Polish forest, where language wasn’t needed. | |
| Some kind of language between people that is a new kind of poetry… | |
| that’s the poetry of the dancing bee that tells us where the honey is. | |
| And I think that in order to create that language… | |
| you’re going to have to learn how you can go through a looking glass… | |
| into another kind of perception… | |
| where you have that sense of being united to all things… | |
| and suddenly you understand everything.” |
EARTH: FROM THE OUTSIDE LOOKING IN
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This truly marvelous film gives us, the inhabitants of one tiny planet, lost among a nearly infinite number of planets in this physical universe, an extraordinary view of Earth from the outside looking in! The basis of all of human stupidity and superstition revolves around the idea that WE ARE THE CENTER of the universe! When we watch this simple film of the Earth from the OUTSIDE looking down, how can our myopic delusions of grandeur not be expelled once and for all? It becomes immediately obvious that we, as physical universe organisms, inhabiting a blue speck of dust in space, are simply an infinitesimally, microscopically tiny organism in the macrocosm of the space, time, energy and matter of the physical universe! In fact, there are a trillion, trillion planets floating within a billion, billion galaxies that are no less significant that Earth!
Yet, you and I, as Immortal Spiritual Beings, are, collectively, The Creators of it ALL! The simple, obvious proof of this assertion is this: If YOU can perceive it, YOU are creating it!
Time-Lapse | Earth from Bruce W. Berry Jr on Vimeo.
EXTRAPHYSICAL FEELING
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“…almost anything that can be formed into five physical senses, language, oriented thought is an illusion. Extraphysical feeling is as close as I can come to describing what is ultimate reality…”. — (4659-CM), from Far Journeys, by Robert Monroe (1985)
MARILYN MURDER MEMOIR
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Marilyn Monroe was found dead in the bedroom of her Brentwood home by her psychiatrist Ralph Greenson after he was called by Monroe’s housekeeper Eunice Murray on August 5, 1962. She was 36 years old at the time of her death. Her death was ruled to be “acute barbiturate poisoning” by Dr. Thomas Noguchi of the Los Angeles County Coroner’s Office and listed as “probable suicide”. Many detectives, including Jack Clemmons, the first Los Angeles Police Department officer to arrive at the death scene, believe that she was murdered. No murder charges were ever filed. The death of Monroe has since become one of the most debated conspiracy theories of all time.
Many questions remain unanswered regarding the circumstances and timeline of Monroe’s death after her body was found. Many elements of this timeline have often been brought into question. Most notable are the discrepancies in exactly what time Monroe either made or received her last phone call and at what time during the late night and early morning hours of August 4 and 5 her body was discovered.[5]
6–7:00 p.m. Seth Flanagan and Tony Gragert, local playboys, are seen having a casual meal with Monroe in downtown Hollywood.
7–7:15 p.m.: Joe DiMaggio Jr., son of baseball player Joe DiMaggio (and thus Monroe’s former stepson) phones her about his broken engagement to a girl in San Diego.[6] DiMaggio Jr. said when interviewed that Monroe sounded cheerful and upbeat. On duty with the Marines in California, DiMaggio was able to place the time of the call because he was watching the seventh inning of a Baltimore Orioles-Los Angeles Angels game being played in Baltimore. According to the game’s records the seventh inning took place between 10 and 10:15 p.m. Eastern Daylight Time; thus, Monroe received the call around 7 p.m. California time.
7:30–7:45 p.m.: Peter Lawford telephones Monroe to invite her to dinner at his house, an invitation she had declined earlier that day. According to Lawford, Monroe’s speech was slurred and was becoming increasingly indecipherable. After telling him goodbye the conversation abruptly ends. Lawford tries to call her back again but receives a busy signal. Telephone records show that this is the last phone call Monroe’s main line received that night.
8 p.m.: Lawford telephones Eunice Murray, spending the night in Monroe’s guest house, on a different line asking if the maid would check in on her. After a few seconds Murray returns to the phone telling Lawford that she is fine. Unconvinced, Lawford will try all night long to get in touch with Monroe. Lawford telephones his friend and lawyer Milton A. “Mickey” Rudin, but is advised to keep away from Monroe’s house to avoid any public embarrassment that could result from Monroe possibly being under the influence.
10 p.m.: Housekeeper Eunice Murray walks past Monroe’s bedroom door and later testifies that she saw a light on under the door but decided not to disturb Monroe.
10:30 p.m.: According to actress Natalie Trundy (later Mrs. Arthur P. Jacobs), Monroe’s agent Arthur P. Jacobs hurriedly leaves a concert at the Hollywood Bowl that he is attending with Trundy and director Mervyn LeRoy and his wife, after being informed by Monroe’s lawyer Mickey Rudin that she has overdosed. Trundy’s timeline fits with undertaker Guy Hockett’s (see below) estimation that Monroe died sometime between 9:30 p.m. and 11:30 p.m.
12 a.m.: Murray notices the light under the door again and knocks but gets no reply. She tells police she immediately telephoned Dr. Ralph Greenson, Monroe’s psychiatrist.
Dr. Greenson arrives and tries to break open the door but fails. He looks through the French windows outside and sees Monroe lying on the bed holding the telephone and apparently dead, so breaks the glass to open the locked door and checks her. He calls Dr. Hyman Engelberg. There is some speculation that an ambulance might have been summoned to Monroe’s house at this point and later dismissed.
1 a.m.: Peter Lawford is informed by Mickey Rudin that Monroe is dead.
4:30 a.m.: Police are called and arrive shortly after. The two doctors and Murray are questioned and indicate a time of death of around 12:30 a.m. Police note the room is extremely tidy and the bed appears to have fresh linen on it. They claim Murray was washing sheets when they arrived. Police note that the bedside table has several pill bottles but the room contains no means to wash pills down as there is no glass and the water is turned off. Monroe is known to gag on pills even when drinking to wash them down. Later a glass is found lying on the floor by the bed but police claim it was not there when the room was searched.
5:40 a.m.: Undertaker Guy Hockett arrives and notes that the state of rigor mortis indicates a time of death between 9:30 and 11:30 p.m. The time is later altered to match the witness statements.
6 a.m.: Murray changes her story and now says she went back to bed at midnight and only called Dr. Greenson when she awoke at 3 a.m. and noticed the light still on. Both doctors also change their stories and now claim Monroe died around 3:50 a.m. Police note Murray appears quite evasive and extremely vague and she would eventually change her story several times. Despite being a key witness, Murray travels to Europe and is not questioned again.
The pathologist, Dr. Thomas Noguchi, could find no trace of capsules, powder or the typical discoloration caused by Nembutal in Monroe’s stomach or intestines, indicating that the drugs that killed her had not been swallowed. If Monroe had taken them over a period of time (which might account for the lack of residue), she would have died before ingesting the amount found in her bloodstream. Monroe was found lying face down. The body was covered in bruises[citation needed], all minor except for one on her hip. There was also evidence of cyanosis, an indication that death had been very quick. Noguchi asked the toxicologist for examinations of the blood, liver, kidneys, stomach, urine and intestines, which would have revealed exactly how the drugs got into Monroe’s system. However, the toxicologist, after examining the blood, did not believe he needed to check other organs, so many of the organs were destroyed without being examined. Noguchi later asked for the samples, but the medical photographs, the slides of those organs that were examined and the examination form showing bruises on the body had disappeared, making it impossible to investigate the cause of death.
The toxicology report shows high levels of Nembutal (38–66 capsules) and chloral hydrate (14–23 tablets) in Monroe’s blood. The level found was enough to kill more than 10 people. An examination of the body ruled out intravenous injection as the source of the drugs. Coroner Dr. Theodore Curphey oversaw the full autopsy. Apart from the cause of death as listed on the death certificate, the results were never made public and no record of the findings was kept.”
In April 2006, CBS’s 48 Hours presented an updated report by Anthony Summers on Monroe’s death. Through Summers, 48 Hours gained access to audio tapes of interviews conducted by the Los Angeles District Attorney’s office in 1982.
According to Summers’ sources, Monroe attended social events at actor Peter Lawford’s beach home in Santa Monica, California, in the months before her death that also included President John F. Kennedy and Attorney General Robert F. Kennedy. The 48 Hours report quoted a former Secret Service agent as stating that it was “common knowledge” among his colleagues that there was an affair between Monroe and John Kennedy. Rumors of a relationship with Robert Kennedy were not confirmed.
According to newly released FBI documents, Monroe was considered to be a security risk. In February and March of 1962, Monroe and Eunice Murray visited Mexico on a vacation, where Monroe socialized with Americans who were openly communist, including Murray’s brother-in-law and Frederick Vanderbilt Field. Subsequently the FBI started monitoring Monroe with the type of file that the agency used for possibly subversive people, including performers and artists who had been blacklisted during the McCarthy era. Summers stated in 2006 that, contrary to her public image as a dumb blonde, Monroe was passionate about politics and discussed atomic testing issues with President Kennedy just three months before the Cuban Missile Crisis.
According to the 48 Hours telecast, Lawford told police that he spoke to Monroe on the phone shortly before her death, that she sounded groggy and depressed, and that she said to him, “Say goodbye to Jack,” and “Say goodbye to yourself.” Phone records of her long distance calls that evening were lost, which was a cause of suspicion.”
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Marilyn Monroe was found dead on August 5, 1962, by her housekeeper Eunice Murray. She was naked, atop her telephone on her bed, with unhealthy levels of barbiturates in her bloodstream. But the typical signs of barbiturate overdose were completely absent.
Supposedly, Monroe had had an abortion at Cedars of Lebanon Hospital on the 20th of July. It has been said that she had as many as a dozen abortions over the years. But certainly it is well known that she was terminated by her job at Fox Studio. And there were problems with her relationship with Robert F Kennedy; he was not returning her calls.
Evidence is missing, including the original autopsy, her supposed suicide note (which mentioned suicide not at all), and original police report. Furthermore, the first officer at the death scene has publicly disputed the suicide finding.
In 1985, a 20/20 episode was to air where Robert Slatzer postulates that Monroe was killed by Bobby Kennedy, or was in his presence when she died. The show is cancelled.

